Yeah if you know me you know this is a last resort that's very hard to accept but, my alternative rn is selling off my few hobbies left incl my vive and facial tracker I'll not be able to buy again since they're discontinued. I've gotten to the point I've accepted selling my VR and ending the chapter of life that molded me into what I'm truly proud of being so might as well throw the hail Mary.

To me, I'm asking for too much, and there's certainly people who I hope to pay back already but ofc have not been able to.

This year I lost a roommate early in and it took months upon months to get another paying roomie into a job and settled down. Because of this year I've not been able to really get in VR most of the year. This is why I've put up the thought of selling- if I can't get back in for a while then why keep it.

Though my vr journey really moulded me into the cat that I am. It's been some of the best moments of my entire life and spawned many more since. The friends I've made, times I've had, love I've felt, is like no other.

If you got EXTRA (please extra I would hate to have money someone needs to not fall into this shit like me) I'll take it to pay off bills and keep my house, maybe even get a blower motor so I have heat in my car this winter. It's not enough to pay everything off (in fact a lil more than 3 months of mortgage, won't do much for the leaks in my house, but I don't want people to see me asking for 5-6k) but enough to give me a breather and let me keep something so important to me that it feels like losing an organ to sell.

I don't say this lightly, thank you.. I don't see myself being able to pay anyone back soon as things are pretty bad right now- but I will be able to buy food without trying to skimp out to pay bills and eating dumpster expired jerky for breakfast aha and maybe I can get back on estrogen again after it was stolen earlier this year from my car along with my camera and radar detector (and never replaced, couldn't afford the copays)