I am in very serious condition in struggling to make any money because I am on medication for me to stay alive for my mental health. I don't receive any disability because got rejected of not knowing how to apply properly that they not able to reach my doctors. I got into a car accident that almost killed me when I was walking across the street. I didn't know where to look for help that I got a very unreasonable lawyer to handle the case not receiving the amount I should get. I am American born Chinese in Boston, MA that relocated to Hong Kong around 22 years old to get married & lived up to 42 years old then came back to be a loyal son to take care of my dad that got colon cancer. My life is really in the worst position that I can not imagine about my life keeps getting worse not get better at all. I sacrifice to be loyal to my dad to takecare him thru out his last days of his colon cancer that I lose my wife & my son for being gone 8years staying in Boston. I lost contact with my wife & son 3years not knowing how are they doing.

I wish I can get help with raising money for me to go back Hong Kong to find my wife & son. I struggle everyday. Now I watching be loyal of my old age mom. When she leaves I will be so scared & not knowing my life will end up like. I am 50 years old having no friends & taking everyday medication staying home. I pray everyday something or someone can help out me this very poor man.

I have kept all my proof of my health conditions that is very seriously bad to show to anyone that is willing to help me past thru my dangerous seriously condition to stay alive. Thank to anyone & everyone that is willing to help me. The best things I heard from a person that is my dad says, My son is the best loyal son in the world I ever have in his whole life. I am raised by a very excellent dad that many others races, judges, cops, people from the army & lots of professional praises my dad to me because he help lots of people heal from his skills as a deep professional massager that help their life become better & heal up. Lots of them show up in funeral pay their respects that I was very proud & surprised my dad had done with his life living in Boston. My dad was so strong mentally helping them fix their health while my dad later have cancer.

I sincerely & cherish anyone that will able help me get thru my seriously bad life. I am disabled from car accident that not able to stand up or shit down for long periods. Also now I not able to wakeup sometimes from a dream that my mom have to wakeup me physically. I wish God or something higher help everyone in the world be healthy & wealthy. Thank you whoever have a heart reading & helping me this very poor man to not struggling for my last period time that I can live without fear being alone & go find my wife & son.