I'm not so sure how I am supposed to do this, so I apologize in advance if it becomes a bit of a long read. 

My name is Felicia. I am 28 years old, I have 3 children (2 sons, 8 and 10 and 1 daughter, she's 6). I am creating this in hopes of gaining some much needed support for my family.i realized that I have to swallow my pride and ask for some help from others. I've never even thought to ever be in a situation where I had to put something like this out there. I believe that personal life should be personal.... my issues are not others problems, especially in terms of things that have to do with my children but desperate times call right now and I am willing to do whatever to make sure my families okay... no matter how uncomfortable I may be doing so.

Right now my children and I are seperated, I am currently sleeping in my vehicle, while my children are staying at my moms. My home had been damaged pretty bad due to a flood in my home. I have this auto immune disease called Lupus. I have kidney issues, circulation issues, problems with my stomach, joints, muscles and my medical problems go on but reason for me telling you about my health is because during the flooding of my home, I was staying in the hospital so it wasnt possible to have even prevented the water from doing as much as it did since i had been unaware of this situation even taking place until I had been able to go home.... My home already had things that needed to be fixed and replaced as soon as possible as is, the water being left to soak made the damages become too much for me to afford. Everything ended up being covered by mold and mildew, my floors already needed work done and the water ontop of it made my bathroom, my kitchen and livingroom cave in. I had stopped working because I was just in the hospital for the past few months and I wasn't even able to live in the house due to the extent of damages making my home unsafe and it wasn't livable for my children. So they went to stay with my mom, while I began staying in my car. 

I no longer have my home to even be able to fix and move back into as I couldn't afford paying for it and handling everything that had to get done by myself. I ended up finding someone willing to fix it if they were able to move into it and stay there. Since it wasnt going to be possible for me to fix it. I own my home so I believe that this was the best option for me vs to have it sit there getting more and more damaged over time while remaining unsafe, yet still having to pay the amounts for the land, electricity, gas. Etc. My home is a mobile home and I only own my home not the land it's on, so there's a monthly fee to rent the land each month as well. They don't just not charge me because my house has damages to be fixed.

Ontop of this all happening, my father just committed suicide. My brother and I split the costs of his cemetery expenses, leaving me completely out of my savings entirely....

Not only am I desperate to find a solution for my family to become together like we should be and be able to get back on track, but I also don't know where else to turn right now with everything happening in my life. I just want to be anle to make it better.... My families struggling with things pretty bad right now. So if you are able to help, I can't stress enough of just how appreciative I will be.