4.0 college student with MS and a dream needs help. I am a current Bachelor of Science in Business Administration with a concentration in Business Development student at CTU taking online courses. My fiancee takes care of me when I cannot take care of myself. My health deteriorated drastically when I tried to return to work and quickly dropped until my Dr "advised" me to stop working. I worked because I didn't have a choice. My family depends on me to keep a roof over their heads, but lately with the Memphis bridge closing and my fiancee being dropped down to part time until the bridge reopens ( which they are expecting to take months ) , and my health stopping me from working yet again, lead to us overdrawing every dollar of credit we had to keep from starving, and even taking out a loan at 30% monthly interest that is burying us alive. We were buying land in Colorado to start a Solar / Permaculture Farm program where local shelters and food banks could come and take food as needed in exchange for helping on the farm, but lost the land just a couple of days ago because we couldn't make the payment. This is a dream of mine that may never become a reality now, our total household income is about $1500 a month with a large portion of that going to rent and utilities resulting in being almost $5000 behind and on the verge of sending my son and his pregnant fiancee to stay with someone and live in our suv with my fiancee and my cats if we don't have a miracle soon. We can't get a loan. We have tried and told over and over we don't have enough income or a co-signer so nobody will help us. I am beginning to feel hopeless and spent most of my 47th Birthday on June 1st in tears trying to figure out a way. I pray this is the answer to all the prayers. Thank you in advance for any help you can offer.

Terri