Well, as of yesterday, I've learned that if I cannot prove my grades are going to improve by the end of the week, I will be forced to quit my job and all internet usage will most likely monitored by my overly controlling mother. She's been finding every reason to get angry and lash out at me she can and has shown that she is willing to manipulate and guilt trip me into staying around. I can't afford to move out on my own and if she gets her way, I won't be able to for a long time.

I just need a bit of money to be able to try and find a short-term living arrangement for when I graduate and the chance to save up to move out of state. I don't know how much longer I can take being in this house.