As if life was not already emotionally and financhally stressfull enough during this time with two birthdays, Thanksgiving, and Christmas. 

I now had to tell my kids that their dad passed away, with the youngest being 4 all that I can think about is all the moments that are going to be impacted for them as they get older. There will be no more birthdays, Christmases, or any other special moments with their dad.

Due to all the bills, grief support/celebration of life, and just making sure I can keep up with our home and other necessities I am looking for help.

I have this overwhelming feeling like I need to overcompensate, but I am hoping just to at least be able to keep things somewhat normal and consistent. 

Thank you for any support you can help me with.