Hi I am writing bc I am on ground zero and I have no idea who to turn to. On Oct 7 2021 my now ex husband almost killed me and we had just been married July 5th 2021. I served him divorce papers while he was incarcerated. I am of Korean decent and a survivor so far. When my ex husband was released he ran and broke the 5 yr no contact order. He was arrested again and I testified. When released this last time he joined a gang that was known for being white supremacists. He's Caucasian but I am of full Korean descent. I was adopted at 4 months and came to the United States. I am unsure why any leader of any gang affiliated group would allow him in after he had married me prior due to my race. However it is that way. I had an entire life but since June he has tormented me to the point his gang affiliated brothers have broke into my apt on several occasions, they have vandalized my car and it was recently stolen and reported to police, he has cleared out my bank accounts, threatened my elderly parents and said if I reported anything else to get him arrested they would respond with violence. I have worked with great people and I have gotten to meet wonderful people. But this area is no longer safe. I have had my storage taken and had only my car and my suitcase. Everything else was gone. It was recommended immediate relocation bc he assaulted my neighbor and my landlord felt that it was unsafe. This town has 2200 people. I understand that it was my mistake to put this man in my life but I subjected him to my 3 beautiful and innocent daughters. We have the basics and I am grateful. The vehicle will probably not be found I was told and at one point that was home. I have learned that putting my own pride aside has to happen to help the truly innocent ones in this and those are my 3 daughters. I never thought this could ever happen to me and I am trying to find the reason to keep moving forward bc every time I start life over he makes sure I forget everything that's strong in me and I turn into his victim all over again. I just need to be pointed in the direction of how to finish paying the rest of this rent and any possible help for Christmas for my kids. They were right all along about him and I didn't listen. Now I feel my future is jeopardized with them as well. I stood strong even though he's put fear in me for life eternal. I don't know how to ask for help. There are so many deserving people. I need nothing but safety and to let my daughters have a normal Christmas together with your help and prayers.