I know I have two of the campaigns going for my RV but it has taken me a long time to get where I'm at I guess I should tell you  what this is all about . And I will try to put it in nut shell.  Not trying to sound sorry for myself but proud of myself .  In 2003 I went to my father and stepmother's to get help to get off the street and drugs took me a couple years with the right doctors in the right test in the right meds 47 different Psych meds that didn't work or almost killed me but I got on the right regimen turned out to be 52 pills a day this was in 2009 I have been on the same meds ever since .  I don't need to tell the story of what happened in 2009 but it was not my fault but I was on the street again but with my brain and not street drugs and my medications and my doctors all have backed me up . So I started out living in the back of my  Little Chevy Luv for year and a half with my dog Molly I was also sleeping at the shelter in Yuba City the people organized money to get me a RV that I found nothing worked in it so I sue the man and lost and this was money that I had borrowed from a prominent doctor in Yuba City who believed in me and my journey I sued the man who sold it to me and lost.  But this doctor still had faith in me and he help me get another motorhome that needed a lot of work. That was five years ago this man totally believed in me $10,000 worth. I was to pay him 25$ a month  as I am on a fixed income. So I set out to fix it myself and I have not put this thing in the shop in all the five years I have learned to work on it Myself through YouTube and other ways of learning I have a book it's three ring binder and I have kept up on things As best I can. I figured I had the time and stay focused.I have put with labor myself approximately $4000 worth of work and parts I'm proud I wrote everything down and put it in a very large three ring binder but this last winter I got caught in the rain without doing my roof on time and the refrigerator went out  and also the heater core I fix them myself got the knowledge and fix them I'm like a sponge  but with the money I had saved for registration and smog I've had to use at the Smog this year as last year being on a fixed income I failed 2 times now and at the same time that's when the heater core went out so I had to get things for the next smog money  to fix the heater core in the money I had saved for registration went to fix the refrigerator it is weighing on my mind and I have no one to ask for help as my parents are gone now and my sisters are nowhere to be around and I accept that so I'm asking the public if they could help me out because there is no resources where I live and with all the medication I have been on I have not made friends and I'm sticking to it clean and sober and not hanging out with the wrong people but I need to get this done or  They will come and take my home. I never want to be on the wrong side of the law it is my hope and dream to have this motorhome set so that I can go do my dream job which is a camp Host at a campground.  I also want to teach the  mental community if you stick with it and you stick with your journey you can do it medication to help stay on them and if your mess don't work let your doctor know but if you believe in yourself and what you're doing to stick with it  and God will hold your hand and stay with you believe in him and his teachings he will bless you with a good you walk his path and he'll be beside you God bless you and thank you for reading this