well I am finding this to be difficult and a bit embarrassing but since I lost my husband Iam a complete mess I am so broken and lost I honestly don't know where to go what to do I just know I have to pay the funeral home for their amazing service "fishers funeral home" and then the catering company for the lil luncheon we had after the services I never realized how expensive a funeral is. and my husband passed so fast and unexpectedly he had a massive heart attack and he was my world my everything I am so so broken n lost and I don't have any one to help me we were living with his mother and now she wants me outta of her home which I am trying hard but I don't drive or have a vehicle to move our stuff out and I don't know what to do I have storage unit from when we had to move in with his mom . but being there for four years well my husband built up his stuff and believe me I am trying to let it go but I just can't it seems so soon so I am putting it all in another storage unit for now which is hosting me 350 a month for both of them and I have been taking a load here and there when his mother has time to take a load for me . but yet she keeps telling everyone that she wants me out and believe me I really do want to leave but I am stuck I don't have enough money to get a home and move in with rentals so expensive and the damage deposit plus its seems like everywhere don't want pets and we have two cats one is 12yrs and 5yrs. we had one each and I just can't let them go their like our kids and everyone seems to think I need to and I just need to get over it and move on get the f out and get a f ing life... I'm sorry but I just can't I feel like I die a lil everyday. I just wish I had a friend and some help I fell like im starting to sink into debt and I don't like to owe but we don't have life insurance I wish we did I am sure gonna look into it. Someone anyone someone that can help me please I would greatly appreciate it . I pray God will bless you tenfold for your kindness and compassionate heart to even read this and help me. I can't believe how broken and lost I feel I have never felt this way before never and I don't know what I am going to do. but I know that I really wish i could get a new home for me n our cats somewhere around the kelowna bc, area is where I would like to be and if, I can be there forever until my time shall come and I would love to have our debts paid especially the funeral and catering company . again I want to thank you for your help.. thank you I appreciate it. even if you can just be a friend I have no one to talk to I am so broken lost and alone and now I am going to be homeless 💔 😔 Lord, please send me some help I don't know what to do.. I have had alot of hardships in my life believe me but nothing that feels 💔 like this. it's killing me and i am trying so hard to stay strong as I can but don't know how much longer i can take . please help me pray for me, anything to help this broken lost lady find a lil peaceful sanctuary home for me n our 2 cats and to take the load of the funeral expenses off my back. would be greatly greatly appreciated 🙏 👍 👌... thank you, thank you