I have been living on the streets of Spokane for almost 6 months now and it is one the hardest things I've ever had to do. I have literally lost everything that I have owned. Everything that I ever worked for and everything that I had that meant anything to me. Including my children. I lost my home and everything that I have built for myself is gone. I have nothing left, it has all been stolen. Then when I started to build back up what I had again, it was stolen again. I have never been one to ask people for help and I really do hate asking for help because I like to earn things on my own. I don't ever like to just have somebody do it for me or just give it to me, but I have tried and tried, and every time that I get something good going something happens again because I'm on the streets. I can't keep my things safe and you can't trust anybody, especially not people that are living on the streets because they want to. I am applying for every job I see, whether big or small. I will take anything I can get. I'm sorry for writing a book but I just have to explain that I am not just being lazy and want people to do everything for me. I have just tried so hard and I realize I need help. So I am humbling myself and making this fundraiser account in hopes I can get help with getting into a home or a place. Anything with a roof and then I promise I will not lose it. I will do whatever it takes to keep it and work as hard as I have to, especially because a home would mean I can have my 3 boys with me again. They are 13, 12, and 8. All three of them have a birthday coming up in the next 2 months but all three of them have been going through hard times at school and having behavior problems because they miss me. My oldest one keeps running away from his dad's and he just wants to see me and be with me. That's all I want to do is be there for them and be their mom again, and I promise I will not fail them, or let them down. If you can please help me get into a home or anything with a roof and heat so I can have my babies with me again and be happy and make sure that they are happy and taken care of. Thank you for taking the time to read all of this and thank you for helping me if you do. You have no idea how much this means to me. Thank you.