My name is Brandie Rae Bullock and I have been incarcerated for over 20 years. In 2004 I was given a life sentence. I dont have much chance of being able to afford an attorney so I'm hoping to find a way to afford one by having this page made. Please help me. As a young child I was sent to mental hospitals because I had ADHD and my parents were unwell, and in those days adolescents were unjustly placed into institutions that often made them worse. My father went to prison for sexually abusing his children, but when he was released the abuse continued and I was too embarrassed to tell anyone. When I turned 18 I aged out of the adolescent unit at the hospital and I found an older boyfriend who I looked up to. He owned a recording studio and he filled me with promises to fulfill my dreams of singing. In the end, I ended up committing a crime at his behest. A crime that ended up with me receiving a life sentence. I have spent over half of my life in prison and most of my earlier years in a different kind of cell. I just turned 40 and I still dream. I dream of freedom... Freedom to walk barefoot in green grass, freedom to be a mother, to be hugged and held, freedom to experience just having a real life and to work a real job. I feel like I cannot wait any longer. I want to go home as soon as you and I can make this happen.Please help me in my endeavors. I messed up, but I won't do so again. Please pass this along and help me to help myself. If you do help, and even if you dont........I would like for you to know that no matter who you are or where you've been or what you have done, you are NOT your worse deed and to not give up because someone somewhere will see your worth.....Blessings, Brandie.