Help me please I was living with a man I was engaged to when I moved in he changed and I was now seeing him in his real behaviors he was manipulating gaslighting bring and just mentally destroying me night after night he emotionally drained me towards the end he even became physically abusive but he always claimed it was me he always played the victim now he's gone but I'm here struggling to be me again whoever I was I need therapy help with this kind of abuse hits really harder than anyone can imagine unless you been down her you really don't understand what it's like I know I never dreamed it to be this hurtful I been away for a year and half trying on my own to regain my mental health but it's not any better I need therapist help and I can't afford it I found help but I need more money please it you ever been here please donate even if it's just a dollar I want to be able to smile again and look in a mirror I can't do either to this day I don't know how to smile and I'm so depressed please I'm in need all money will go to a therapist I found they want 65 a week but have different prices depending what you all require please I'm begging every man and or woman who has to live with a narcissist person for years you know it's really hard bhe convinced me I was unlivable ugly and that's why no one wants me said my family hates me to. And has no respect for me claims me and my kids are all. Crazy my whole family he says is all against me then this man actually kept everything he wanted then burnt all my thing giving away bgold jewelry fur jacket real fur and china crystal furniture ever piece of clothes kept my car and even got ridd of my dogs I cherished and loved I'm wanting a lawyer as well as a therapist I'm dying him for falsely accusing me and I want my things all replaced he did this knowing I can't afford a lawyer he actually told me this help me olease