Hello All, If you don't have time to read this I understand everyone is busy summer getting ready for school. All good. I know I have been posting a lot since about July 14th and I'll tell you why. Most people don't know. My close friends I can count on one hand. I was arrested Dec 2nd/3rd at 2 am driving to the hospital from drinking to much the 4 days prior. I had relapsed about 6 months prior and was hiding it and lying to my father and sponsor and work and those close friends. I got pulled over by St Clair Police. They didn't think I was drunk. They arrested me and then took me to hospital where they took blood where my BAH was .11. OUI #3 Habitual. I was in St Clair County Jail from Dec 3rd to Jul 14th. I was so weak when I got out I couldn't even climb up my apt steps we thought it was because of jail. Went to Battle Creek VA for Alcohol Rehab best in state of MI. I was doing well but still tired couldn't walk the whole nine yards. They gave me a walker. Oh thanks. It helped kinda. Did blood draws. July 22nd my hemoglobin was 7.3 should be 12. Rushed be to hospital in Kalamazoo for 6 days have bleeding ulcer in stomach. Couldn't do anything even after scopes. Left with hemoglobin at 8.5. Then Aug 7 hemoglobin still at 8.5 black in stool positive for blood back to hospital. Did nothing left still 8.5. Came home last Friday. I can't work living off my VA Disability which isn't a lot. Still trying to gain weight I left there weighing 145. When I got there 127. I'm gonna do a go fund me page to fix up bike and me if you can help do if not write a message of support. Will be highly appreciated. If I drink again I'll die. I don't want that. I'll be 51 Aug 30th. Thank you for taking the time to read this. I know everyone is busy. Peace.