I'm working on getting my disability I'm hypertension schizophrenic bipolar with epileptia and after a couple car wrecks I permanently ripped my hip and it makes it hard to walk or get up off the couch or out of bed and I am an insomniac so it makes it harder to get out of bed because I'm so weak from being up all the time sometimes I'm up for a week sometimes I'm up for two weeks and it don't help with the pain the pain helps keep me up more I don't believe in taking painkillers or anything like that so I tried to do everything I can to strengthen it myself but doing my own therapy and I have skin cancer blood cancer and maybe kidney cancer I in the first stage of kidney failure but it hasn't left the first stage I was in two series car wrecks here recently one was because I swear to miss a car I seen a kid in the front seats that was on the wrong side of the road and I had to swerve to the other side of the road to miss it so I didn't hit it head on the other wreck I was in I was going down the road and a child ran out in front of me and I didn't want to hit the child too I'd slammed on my brakes because it was a 45 or 55 mph road and the parents were drunk and didn't realize their kid walked out of their house been down over the hill went into the road and I have three boys I'm taking care of living day by day getting help from churches God bless them and doing what I can here and there but it makes it hard with all my problems especially in my anxiety of people if anybody could help out I could really use it I really appreciate it if I could I do the same for somebody every chance I get I do help out my community I used to be part of City council and I helped get a hill in front of the school dug out and a sidewalk put in because when we moved in this town there was three kids that walked to school slit over the hill and got ran over nobody was doing anything about it this was before I was severely hurt I even put in a generous donation to help fund the sidewalk but due to our mayor some details were left out like my help but the people know what I did and that's all that matters to me I try to be a good person and I am a great father I do everything for my children and would do anything at all if I could and this is why I'm reaching out for help I need help until I can get my disability and until I approve my disability with my lawyers made it clear that they should but it's just going to take over 6 months for them to send me a letter to see if I'm approved or not lawyer said that it is a good son because it originally it was supposed to be 6 weeks and now that it's 6 months that means he's still trying to find a reason to deny me but they can't so I'll be getting it I just got to be patient but these churches has been helping me for years I don't have much family for help and the little bit I do is very greedy so I'm doing everything I can do my day and I'm just very exhausted and need a little helping hand every little bit helps and I pray that all of you I have a wonderful day and if you help and if you don't I'll be praying for you all God bless you all