I am 25 years old and out here in TUCSON Arizona trying to survive alone. I lost my mother when I was 13 just starting my high school career and beginning freshman year at SAHUARO HIGH school, when that happened I feel like everything I was working towards and had accomplished wasn't worth anything anymore because let's be real here nothing ever feels as good or worth it unless Mom is right there holding you congratulating you praising you and making you feel proud because you know she is proud. My dad has always been out and in and out and in of my life ever since I was a baby girl. My parents both have addictions and unfortunately my mothers got the best of her and took her away from me at her age of 47. My mother struggled with alcohol for many many years and my father was always trying to find the next high. Needless to say both of them together were toxic and scary to and for one another. I grew up being tossed around like a hot f*******ng potato it felt like between all my family members. Aunts uncles cousins , never my brothers though, I have 2. They grew up in Florida with their dad til they were adults. Seen very little of them by the time I was 12 I'd say. This is only a bit of my life and why I seriously feel like I was set up for failure but I'm hoping to get a few donations to help me realize what I already know is possible and help me get out of my jeep grand Cherokee life I'm living Willkie my dad is currently back in jail and most my family members are truly deceased or devastated with who I have become. The only thing I can think of is help getting financially stable/ by accepting anyone who is willing to help me get back on my feet and look decently human again. Please think of me at night and if no donations is made god bless you still but if there is thank you and keep me in your prayers please… I promise I will not let you down and I will not abuse the donation(s) made . I will use them or just one as a stepping stone to get ahold of the wheel and start looking up to steer clearly, straighter and have more hope because quickly I am loosing more hope than I truly thought I ever could…