Hello, my name is Lawrence or Larry and I have found myself in horrible situation. I actually am a recovering addict, for almost 20 years I put myself in a drug induced state that I now know was to try and combat the memories of my childhood, and to try to counter the anxiety and depression that I feel stemmed from childhood. Thankfully I have found the strength to get & stay clean(3 yrs sober and clean from EVERYTHING) I have also been able to get & keep a job. Although it's fast food(Hardee's to be exact) with a clear & sober mind my depression and anxiety have taken complete control of what little of a life I have. To the point to where I barely can even speak to people, mood swings often, NERVOUS all the time. But I am TRYING MY HARDEST to stay sober and be a contributing citizen. I just cannot afford to live & just need help... Please and thank you for at least taking the time to read my description.