In Sept of last year, my husband of 19 years left. Since leaving, he does nothing to help financially with the care of the kids. I have been doing it on my own since and for the most part, we have been just fine. In July of this year, the company I have worked for since 2011 closed due to the owner retiring. I have been looking for work ever since, and actually started a new job on 09/16 but will not get first pay until 09/27. I have been drawing unemployment, but it has been hard to pay bills on it. My kids started school in August and just providing necessary supplies has been hard. My oldest daughter and I both suffer from auto-immune disease and our medications alone each month cost us several hundred dollars. Luckily I qualified for discounted programs to help with both my Enbrel injections as well as my Methotrexate injections.  If anyone would like to verify where the money is going, I will provide any documentation needed as well as be willing to talk to anyone with questions. I don't like to ask for help, but I know sometimes we have to. I am only asking for help to keep from getting my basic utilities disconnected (as of setting this up, my electric is currently disconnected and I am having to stay at my mothers due to the heat here in Oklahoma as well as the need for a bipap machine at night-2 bedroom house where my grandma lives as well and its 35 mile drive just to get my kids to school!) and hopefully this help up will allow me to use my first paycheck to pay the current amounts due. Here is a breakdown of where the money will go: