My name is Hilda Redding I'm a 53 year old Hispanic women that is just totally lost at this point. Let me start you at the beginning for the first time In  my life I did everything the right way I thought the more I did the more I felt people working against me people I did not even know.  I stepped into s situation that I just lost everything I had then I decided I would try and move back to the fam ily home that I left about three or four years before that, I had gone into heart failure and had open heart surgery.  Bounced from one kids house to another they didn't want to leave me alone but it was time.  Well that situation blew up in my face and after a year of trying to fix that place up to code I slept in my sister in-law recliner for ar finally got mad because I was paying for everything and there was no place to live .  I finally got a landlord that believe in me but I barley make enough to pay rent I have roommates that rather use me then find some way to help.  I don't want to loose everything again.  I am trying to finish online schooling but I'm so stressed rather just sleep the day away.  That's not me