I'm starting to loose hope. Which is the only thing basically left to be taken away from me. I'm afraid to fall apart. Specially knowing I have 2 daughters who look up to me and need me. My ex husband already filed for full custody due to my financial instability and instability to provide a stable life for my girls. This kills me because I've always been very stable. However since my father died early this year my life has completely changed. After my divorce I moved in with my parents. My dad's health was declining. My dad's medical expenses for his brain tumor and his heart literally bankrupt my family and I. After my father's death Everything changed. My family feels so broken. And now we have 2 moths to find a new home. I feel drained. Any job I get I end up having to leave because I don't have anyone to help me watch my kids on the days I have them. Which is also why their dad wants to take them full custody and move them out of state. I'm a great mother and my daughters love me. I feel like such a failure. This is my last hope . And any help would mean the world to me. Not just for the financial aspect but it'll make me feel like there's people that actually do care. That life can get better.