Thank you for taking the time to read my healing/awakening story of hope & faith.

I am Love. I moved back into the state of Minnesota after spending time in the mountains on a spiritual awakening/healing journey.

The goal through my awakening/spiritual healing journey was to heal myself (mentally, emotionally & spiritually) so that I can help others heal from childhood trauma. Eventually opening up a wellness retreat center for abuse victims to not only heal, but have a safe place to go.

I ran a pet sitting/organizational cleaning business, for six years, while healing to use animal therapy for my healing and make income. It was win/win. I was healing them as they were healing me.

Two months ago, after returning back to Minnesota in early 2025, I became sick with a temperature of 101 degrees. I was not able to go into work & have not been able to work since. I have had a temperature everyday.. My immune system is failing and I am dealing with more systemic inflammation as well as TOXIC HIGH IRON levels, low sodium, low carbon dioxide levels as well as low alkaline phosphate and mild fatty liver. (these test results just came back on Christmas Eve) I am dealing with TOXIC OVERLOAD and it is slowly tearing my body down organ by organ.

My symptoms include: stomach pain, fever, fatigue, weakness, extreme low energy & body/joint aches and pains, headaches, swollen lymph nodes, systemic inflammation & brain fog. Also GI & breathing issues. Making it very hard to move for even an hour at time without needing to lie down and catch my breathe.

You would think all those symptoms would be easy for a doctor to diagnose, but I am still in limbo without a diagnoses, as doctors simply do not know how to diagnose TOXIC IRON OVERLOAD. I am quickly finding myself out of money, since I have not been able to work for 2 months. (I was starting from scratch when I came home.)

I have to wait another two months before I can see the hematologist and my energy levels continue to drop daily. Leaving me with less than an hour at time to slowly move around and get things done, before I am exhausted, in pain and forced to lay down to recover.

I have not been able to pay rent for two months. I have minimal bills, but being on the holistic healing path, supplements are not covered under insurance. I am quickly running out of those too. I would love to see a functional medicine holistic practitioner, but they are expensive and I can not afford that healing path. Currently, I am waiting to here back if Immunology will see me, as it is not looking good.

I eat clean organic healthy foods to support the re-balancing of immune system and detox pathways and I have been approved for food stamps, so I am taken care in that respect.

However, my doctor has not been able to give me a diagnosis. Many doctors do not recognize TOXIC IRON OVERLOAD, as they are taught about it.. If left untreated will kill me. I am unable to get documentation from the doctor stating I need time off from work to allow my body to heal, therefore I am not eligible for any funds from the state.

My goal is to raise $5,000-$10,000 to pay for the proper functional doctor to run the tests that would help me get to the root cause and afford any supplements/herbs to support my full recovery. Plus back pay on rent and future rent until I can work again.

If my message resonates with you and you feel called to donate, it would help me to afford the proper functional medical care & testing to heal my body and move forward with my soul's purpose in life.

Thank you for your time & I send my love, light, peace & gratitude!