Alright everyone! I am revamping the fundraiser to exclude myself personally. My hopes is to be able to track my journey through my professional website and Patreon account while supporting myself through that using the Reiki, Meditation and Belly Core Fitness instructor certifications I have. I plan to use my skills to support myself and help others while simultaneously tracking, recording and updating my own physical health journey.

Since the last update I have had a surgery and been hospitalized twice. We have located a mass at the base of my spine the size of a tennis ball that has gone unnoticed for at least 3 years. I have lost another 17lbs in the past 2 weeks, bringing me down to 138lbs. The last time I weighed this was in 3rd grade. My weight loss goal was 180lbs but it just keeps coming off. It is not intentional anymore. I am now struggling with anemia, high platelets and proteins, chronic fatigue, overstimulation, lethargy and an infection that will not let up. While undergoing tests for rare diseases and cancers I plan to use what little energy and time I have on creating programs from my own educational background and experience to help highly sensitive individuals like me who haven't had the privilege or support to get the things that they need, when they need it, in order to maintain optimal health. I am going to test the programs on myself and track my progress publicly.

Through behavioral modification and the use of ancient and current healing practices and modalities, I am set out to prove just how much one human is capable of doing before medical intervention is actually necessary. We can use WAY MORE than 10% of our brains and because this is widely misunderstood -- many suffer from neurosis, mental illness, mystery illnesses rooted in damages from toxins or synaptic death, etc, and I would like to slow down and explain, track, research and get feedback from professionals on my experiences unlocking my own mind while fighting to save my life.

I truly believe we need more information and updated practices and procedures in the medical community and I am not the only one. There are too many rules and restrictions keeping medical professionals from being able to practice the true art of medicine. I cannot wait until my body is physically sick enough to show "out of range" in my lab work without also getting absolutely hysterical due to my sensitivity levels. I do not feel that I should have to endure such suffering just because I am highly sensitive and neuro-divergent, or on the spectrum, whichever label you prefer. Emotions are rooted in your neurology just like everything else. They should not be treated like sheer will power can heal them, unless of course sheer will power can also heal our physical bodies. This is a contradiction in the medical information that is taught and it cultivates the same cognitive dissonance I've been told I had struggled with in therapy. Your environment also has a direct effect on your mental health, and if this is true, then the information taught must be solid and rooted in truth, not half truths, for real healing to occur. Confusing and dividing people causes dis-ease, which over time, leads to real physical health issues.

I deserve to feel happy and healthy, to be allowed to be my own advocate, to be able to speak with my intuitive voice, and to be able to explain what is going on with my own body and mind while being heard and respected regardless of race, age, gender, medical and/or mental health illnesses, educational background or any other repressive label that puts the doctor above me. I know my body 100x over any other person in the entire world and a 15 minute consult will not change my mind of this fact. I demand respect and I demand a team of doctors that will work with me. This is what we need for humanity, and I volunteer as tribute. (Thank you for the quote Hunger Games) I do not want my symptoms managed or suppressed --- I want them gone. This is not impossible when we look at the entire mind, body and soul as one connective unit like they did in ancient times. It just takes time and practice, as our society is built on convenience and bottom lines.

When I attempted to access the care I needed while trying to uphold my corporate positions, I almost died and went bankrupt. I should not be forced into the same fight or flight I am trying to heal from, just to meet my basic needs while fighting for my health. This reason in itself ends many lives and we need something new and rooted in truth.

I plan to use my platforms to invoke change in all of the areas that no one wants to look. I am not afraid of the elephant in the room --- I am the one riding it.

Please help me support my loved ones by donating to their medical needs that cannot be covered due to limits and restrictions that only benefit bottom lines not lives.

Together we can do anything we set our minds to. #LIMITLESS