After a lifetime of take downs from the people I always loved most, last year in March I finally let go, and let myself sink below the surface of a tiresome decade long struggle to keep myself from becoming another statistic lost soul wandering the streets. I had no reason to want to return to a life of stability or health until I learned at the beginning of 2020 that guy I've survived the elements with since I first became homeless had given me a second heartbeat. She will be my first born if I can continue to protect her from myself and the world around us. Absolutely no woman in the modern age should ever be exposed to the daily, ever changing painful mental and physical occurances that find you on the street. I have no where to hide from the sick predatory population that waits in every corner. I have no walls to hide me when the symptoms of my pregnancy demands privacy, and I have no way to tell my innocent baby that I'm sorry or to hold on a little longer then the hunger pains she and I experience immobilize me. All my comfort from former vices temp me every second that I'm outside. I've been filing for all kinds of assistance, doing research every time I have a charged phone and spending every dime I'm gifted with by stranger's on foods for healthy fetal development. Creating a crowd funding plea was not a fallback plan until about a week ago when the news of the epidemic was so veracious that I learned of the outbreak from the lines, the mask and gloves, the closed facilities I used to clean up in. In my world this hit fast and unexpectedly but explains the delay on responses from gov. assistance. I have had 4 long days of constant sleep and recovery from the cold rain in a hotel but tommorow morning is when my check out is due and the shelter in place ordinance cannot protect me from the hotel management removing me from these insulated walls around me. :'/ my fee to stay another night is $65. But an extended stay bill would be much cheaper in the long run. This is absolutely no permanent solution but if I'm forced to go back outside my baby will be doomed. I'll be quickly realized but law enforcement and placed in a homeless shelter where I have no doubt will be a rabid incubation chamber for the virus to take a toll on my body and the life of this innocent child. Please, share this campaign with anyone else you know that I could even spare a dollar. Every day that I'm granted to remain inside until April 3rd when the order is lifted is a night followed resting peacefully, knowing she's not going to die. Please if you have the means help us. I don't know how to imagine not seeing her face in August when I should expect to finally hold her. Thank you and may God be with you all.