I'm living literally in a laundrymat because I have no where else to go. I have no family or friends that can help. My children don't fully know how I have been homeless the last two years bc I can't stress them with those worries. They are almost grown with kids of there own. I've been looking for work to no avail. I'm so lost in life and I just need help climbing out of the whole I've somehow sunk in. I'm in a somewhat violent relationship that I want away from bc it's getting too physical but I'm scared to be in these streets alone. I'm a 37 year old woman and I'm super smart IQ of 130 just made extremely STUPID choices. I've beat a drug addiction that I'm super proud of myself for. But my past seems to keep haunting me and holding me down. Bc of my past people have pretty much just said forget about it. Jobs won't give me a chance. All I need is a little help getting back on my feet and getting a stable income and place to stay. I'm not scared of hard work and I'm willing to work. Please someone help me get back to being a productive citizen of society. I'm so depressed bc I know I can be so much greater than I am rgt now