Time to swallow my pride. Single mom working part time as a substitute teacher at my daughters charter school. Tough summer trying be a reseller. I can't make ends meet. Not enough work at the school yet. I haven't received a child support payment in 2 years. I struggle with Multiple Sclerosis and recently diagnosed with lymphoedema and lipodema. I'm 55 and feel so defeated. 6 years ago I lost my job in the broadcasting industry and haven't been able to bounce back. It's taking its toll on me both mentally and physically.bI'm trying to be the best mom I can be to my 15 year old who struggles with mental health issues, anemia due to low hemoglobin and ADHD, ODD and is currently being tested for a learning disability.

I bought my house 20 years ago. Mortgage is $835. My electric bill is $285. I cannot pay either one. those are our immediate needs. I also have approx $6000 in credit card debt and the usual car insurance, water bill, garbage bill gas etc but those can wait. I'm requesting $2000 for immediate needs.

I want my daughter to feel safe, comfortable and secure in our home. I want her to have a routine and familiar surroundings. I want her to be happy and thrive and grow up to participate and make a difference in this world. I don't have any family close by and no female mentors I feel so defeated.