Life has been trying hard to knock me down for as long as I can remember. This time it feels like I'm getting kicked repeatedly after being successfully knocked down. I am struggling to have enough resources to survive let alone to actually live a happy and fulfilling life. Since 2023 started, traumas have been consistently cycling into my reality without time to heal from the previous occurrence. Homelessness, sexual assault, job loss, and other financial crises are just a few current traumas that I am recovering from. I am without transportation after losing my vehicle to repossession. It had been completely damaged anyway in accidents I was not at fault for. I was without financial means to be current on my car insurance to cover the cost of the damages. I have been feeling helpless, hopeless, and lost. I don't have many people that I can rely on when survival mode becomes too hard on my own. I haven't had family to ask for assistance since I was in my teens and there is only so much I can ask of the other struggling adults around me. I am working towards receiving state and federal benefits to help support my health and supplement my income. I am ridden with mental illnesses and they increase in intensity as I experience further trauma.I am trying my hardest to get myself in a stable position, but it is going to take forces beyond my means to achieve this. Primarily, I am looking for financial means to catch up on bills and find an affordable vehicle so I can resume income with delivery services. I wouldn't normally turn to the internet to help me resolve such serious personal matters, but I have discovered rockbottom's basement and I am in tremendous need of a helping hand out of the darkness. Anything received will go towards creating a healthy reality which will guide me towards a much brighter future. Much love 💜

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