Hey there❤️I'm a single mom of 2 young girls ages 2 and 3. I was on disability for 5 months for mental health (suicidal ideation) and was put on a mandatory leave of absence from work. I work as an ambulance emergency dispatcher and after a fema deployment in November for 2 back to back hurricanes I was mentally, emotionally, and physically drained. I have been struggling with anxiety and depression for a long time and several hardships one after the other caused a mental break followingthe deployment. I almost left my kids without a mom. Disability money was not enough not to mention it came so late(3 months with no money). I was forced to get payday loans just to get by and then I started to borrow from one to pay the other and now I'm 10k in debt with high interest being accrued(200%-400%) daily. I'm in desperate need of help so I can pay this back and get my life on track. I can give receipts, and even pay it back at a reasonable monthly payment. Anything is better than what these payday loans are doing to us. Please find it in your heart to help me. I'm a good person and it's in my nature to help those in need and this message is costing my pride immensely but i made a terrible decision due to that pride and now I'm begging for help. I know God is with me. I fell so deep into the hole again ready to give up but something drove me to keep looking and i came across this site today. I am humbling myself more than i ever have because i need to give my daughters the opportunity to grow up with their mom by their side. I won't stay on the ground, i just need help getting up. Please