Hello… Mom of 2 here that could truly use some real help. I know theres alot of scammers out there today but im happy to provide proof im not one of them.. I have a 10yo son, and 15yo daughter, and ive been married to who i thought was my soul mate for 11 years now. Unfortunately drug use has since changed that, and changed him. The abuse both mental and physical started shortly after his drug use began and he only became more controlling and abusive each day.. i have been holding blindly onto the idea that things may go back to the way they were.. and its tearing me up so bad that it hasnt happened and deep down i know it wont happen either.. i cant continue exposing my kids to this life, and having them believe this is actually love.. cus what once may of been just that, now is definitely not anything close to it.. the home we have lived in should be condemned because of the black mold, which has now caused my son to have asthma.. i just desperately need to take my kids and just get the heck out of dodge.. my issue is this though, because of the controlling, i havent been able to work in years.. so i have no income coming or saved for my kids and i to start a new beginning.. he literally keeps my gas tank empty so i cant go anywhere he doesnt know about.. even the vehicle is technically his too.. it seems hopeless which is why its taken me so long to leave. I am reaching out only hoping that by doing so i can find anyone that could spare even a dollar towards helping me start over a better life for me and my kids.. i cant even tell you how appreciated it would be, there arent any words to describe that amount of appreciation. Please… PLEASE help me start a fresh start if not for me then atleast do it for my kids because they are amazing, im so lucky to have such great kids.. and so smart.. they deserve better and i wont rest until i can give them that.. please help.. thank you..