Like most people I found myself in a season of need. I feel helpless and overwhelmed.. My story is I have a wedding fast approaching for my only child.. I have done everything I can thinks of to scramble for most all of the funds that was needed but I am still short...As a mom you are supposed to take care of your children. I feel like a failure. I have been on my knees Praying to God to give me strength and show me the light at the end of this dark tunnel... I am not one who has ever ask anyone for anything but now having lost 2 jobs within 2 years due to eliminating and then COVID, I have barely been able to pay for the small things. I have always been the one helping people out, paying it forward in a drive thru, at a restaurant or picking up dinner for the ones who seem like they need it....throwing that party for a child who's parents cannot afford it... and I never want or need gratitude or thanks.. I do this because I want to and it makes me happy to see others smile. But now it's me.. I do not like or want to show defeat or that I am seen weak but maybe that is what God wants me to do. So here I am, pouring out my heart to total strangers asking for the help I now need. If you find it in your heart to provide, please know it will NOT GO without GRATITUDE OR THANKS. I will pay it forward!