My name is Miguel Rodriguez and I am currently unable to work due to my health I have been off of work for 7 months I am still employed but I am not able to physically go to work I have gone through my savings I have gotten some small loans and pretty much exhausted my resources so I have to ask for help for me my wife and our pets my wife does not work she is disabled Plus she does not receive much from the state are Rent is very high my insurance is extremely high too and I have a car payment for my work car and I am trying not to lose that and I used my wife's van as collateral for a loan I am hoping to be able to go back to work by the beginning of the year so I only have so much time to get well or I will lose my job me and my wife have taken care of her brother for 11 years but thank God that he was able to get housing he is also disabled my wife's still goes to help him with his cleaning washing the clothes and his meals and takes him to his doctor appointments and to the stores that he needs to go to and among other things as far as making sure his bills get paid and so on I have been sick since the beginning of the year but I am getting better and I do want to go back to work I am a bus operator I am asking for help basically for rent and electricity and for some of these bills that keep calling me and threatening me I've already been Sue twice already I've tried to explain my situation but of course to them is just business and they want their money but of course it's my fault I was just trying to stay afloat and not get thrown out of our place I know there are still Miracles being done today I am also a cancer survivor on my second round of cancer I died on the operating table and recently I just had a cancer Mass removed so I know that there still miracles out there this is very embarrassing to ask for help but I have no other choice right now this is very depressing and now I have to see a slew of doctors and it's very hard to explain my situation I have been called an idiot by one doctor and I have been told not to come back by a psychologist because would cry and another doctor says I am excessively angry when I try to explain how I was feeling as far as having a hard time walking, moving and my depression my depression gets  so bad  that  I am unable step outside of my home or even go to the grocery store so of course I didn't like that when I tell a doctor how I I feel and express myself I am labeled but please let me express to you how I feel about all this I know people out there need more help than me I've seen it but I am hoping that you will forgive my weaknesses but I'm hoping that somebody would understand and will help me and my family but if not I completely understand thank you very much and may God bless you all